WHY?

apparantly i am insane. does anyone have any idea how stupid it is to try and quit smoking BEFORE the holdiays are over?

--my plan, my original well thought plan was this...quit on the 26th, get through the rest of this already stressful enough periodof time, thank you very much, and quit when it is OVER

--but no...let's take the cigarettes we have left, break them up in the trashcan, throw away ALL the lighters, ALL the ashtrays and quit. so, 25 hours and counting. i am convinced death is somewhere very near in the fututre.