how is this possible???

i don't believe this. i decided to be brave and look up my loan amounts for school. i owe a lot. i mean a lot. i mean more than i can possibly expect to earn in the rest of my working lifetime. i owe an amount so large it warrants going back to bed. and now i'm taking out loans for my son to go to school. i can't remember how to post pictures to my blog, how can i be expected to pay back this much money?? anyone want to hire a poet who in all honesty really can't dance?